Lan

Love you guys....we are here when you need....and if you need a late night convo I will be there.

Keep the good fight - dont forget we are here in better or worse in health or sickness.

spirit my test our loyalty but never break us

same is with Lan and you

just make thing best you can and appreciate every day

Time does go on! Tomorrow is the big day E7 comes!! Actually, for me, its the big day since the docs may remove the drain then (they will imo) Hopefully, that will aslo help on my general weekness (i pull slvrs just by reading the forum sometimes!).

As I always do: *e-hug* to Lan, Rox, and Ariel.

I know I'm not always on my Order toons much, but I love being in voice with you guys and the family you have created on Rappelz. I think I can speak for everyone in our guilds when I say that I am always here to talk with and support you guys in any way that we can.

Rox, you've always got my shoulder, even if I'm not logged into GSC. We all understand what's going on

Best of luck to you Lan!

Some might have heard so now that it's a bit more quiet, I give some precisions.

Yesterday, as in Saturday, he seemed not much worse than usual except for a little more difficulty breathing. Then, while the nurse was there, he chocked suddenly, like he did 2-3 times in the past weeks, again as some of you have been aware. In a way, I'm glad that the nurse was there as witness, so some more decisions were taken regarding the kind of medication given. But then, even with those medications, and for some of the effects, because of the medications, he lost lucidity completely, started to breath like a dieing person, and truly, for 2h, we were, his parents, Fleur and me, watching him and wondering if that breath might be the last. I can tell that even though we barely did anything physically (well, except crying...), it was very tirering. Finaly, doing many phone calls, we ended up with injected medications on top of the pills, to facilitate the administration in dire case like the one we were facing, plus oxygen to help him, even though neither the doc nor the nurse belived that we would succeed to get any before monday morning...

So as usual, even when the situation seems desperate, we seem to have a little angel working for us somewhere, and I belive that all the people that have been praying for him are not strangers to that... I don't know yet how the weekend will go on, but tonight he's been lucid a couple of times, so I hope that finaly getting some rest (he barely slept for the last 3 nights at least), might do enough good to make him strong enough to come through this one more time. And to be honest, my belief is that if he makes it through the weekend, he should be saved, as I know that monday will bring some more changes in the house, especially a special bed, so he'll definitely sleep better and be rested enough to win his final battle against cancer.

Keep your prayers, positive energy, good thoughts or whatever else you may name those, as I'm sure that in the end, it's all our strenght combine that will win! And thank you very much every one for your wonderful support, you're truly our 2nd family!

PS: Veg, you need to find more smilies that would show our family spirit!

I am still lifting you guys up before the only real Healer we have. Always in my thoughts and prayers.
(ps. I am in the airport hotel in germany and the smilies won't work)

All thoughts , energy and prayers are with you..

Tina and I will be Praying and You Guys in our Thoughts.

best wishes our prayers r with u

What the twin said.......... ....... But I didnt know what was going on with Lan cause I wsnt able to get on here as often as I'd like (and when i could I disabled my account.... ) But to hear u'r weekend was so rough, and I also hope that u were able to get the good news u so deserve. Plant a big wet one on him from everyone here

our prayers are with you in our thoughts

Grab your guns friends now we are on the battle field, chargeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

All our love and support are with you.

Tks all, I'm happy to say that atm, he's much better, even though compared to last week he's still weaker. But at least, right now, we're not worrying over him leaving us in the next few mins... I'll keep u all informed for sure, n keep sending ur positive energy, I'm sure overall it made a difference, there was so many ppl thinking about him that he just couldn't leave yet... So as Gen says, battle is still going on, but with less immediate strain.

Lan - if you can read this come in game - i will use Devine Healing of my Angel on you - so you get well


hehehe pets are know to heal body and soul

Alergie free

and Darkena got her spanking last day for bringing only tears to your home
hope she will bring smile now, so you enjoy as she should in 1st place.

with Love Gen

Feel better Lan!

papagill wrote:

Power of the mind, of the heart, of the soul, yes power of all your thoughts and from those that love Lan all around the world!!! I cannot say he's saved yet, but today for first time since Saturday, he's been lucid nearly all the time, and I'm even starting to see again my beloved husband in his eyes. Thank you so much everyone, I'm sure that it has counted in his survival. I don't know what to say much more than that for the moment, but keep going with your prayers and good thoughts, I'm sure it does a difference, and I'll keep taking care of him here, until we can see you all again (soon I hope) in game.

keeping fighting lan!

Good to hear, you are still in my prayers.

don't ever start thinking you are alone.

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+7 damn used all my ainchent cubes for it

When i was at my sickest with the Lyme Disease and the doctors said they couldn't help me any more I kept a copy of this where I could see it every day.

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*Sye* I don't know what to say anymore... Saturday doesn't seem to be a nice day. As Mor pointed out, last week we didn't know if he would pass the day, n he's still here today. But unfortunately, even though the week hasn't been too bad considering, since yesterday evening, he's barely been lucid, so I don't know what to expect anymore, but he might be gone in few more days. I have the feeling that he's waiting for few last things to settle, like seing my father that will come back tomorrow. But indeed Curm, he's never given up, n I expect him to fight to the last breath. And yes we pray everyday still, I could nearly say every waking hour, except when I'm too busy attending to his needs. And no I don't belive that we're alone, n it's a good part of y I know that even once he's gone, I will go on with my life, coz I don't have the right to waste all the lessons we've learnt together. But I must say that I'm dreading a bit the "after" without him. He's been my boyfriend and "acomplice" for 10 years now, and we have so many projects to do together yet, but we'll c what happen, it's in the hands of God, whatever his will for Lan is.